Wednesday, May 9, 2012

A Better Version of Me

It's been a year when I experienced again another heartache.  And I think that was the most painful and one of the lowest moment of my life.  Painful because you thought that person was the answer to your prayer; to be your partner in life and the only person who will love you, will never leave you and will never break your heart.  BUT of course, that was all a failure......I truly believe that there is no permanent thing here on earth....all must experience changes: a change of job, a change of fashion style, a change of taste buds, a change of religion, a change of hobby, and all of the other changes including relationships....CHANGE is constant in this world.  It's a sad feeling when the person you love and trust the most will never fight for you.  And the ending of course is break up!!!!!
I can exactly recall the things I've done and the process I went through in order to overcome that very heartbreaking experience.  But GOD is really so good and never fails to disappoint me.  HE turned my heartaches and sadness to gladness and let me view the other side of the world which is more brighter and more colorful.
Yes, GOD really helped me to moved on through my family, friends and I did the things that made me happy. I went on shopping (magastos ang ma-broken hearted, lol), I visited churches, jogged with my friends, and a lot of videoke sessions......And the most effective tool of moving on is prayerI prayed a lot to ease the pain and the loneliness.  And GOD answered and embraced me wholeheartedly to give me a new heart and a BIG hope that one day I will find my one true love, the One true love and gift HE really prepared for me.   So GOD, for now let me enjoy my life while waiting to grant the desires of my heart.
I would like to share a special prayer to all the singles out there, BELIEVE in the power of PRAYER...


"O Glorious St. Raphael, Patron and Lover of the Young, I call upon thee and plead with thee for thy help.In all confidence I open my heart to thee, to beg thy guidance and assistance in the important task of planning my future. Obtain for me through thy intercession the light of God’s grace, so that I may decide wisely concerning the person who is to be my partner through life. O Angel of Happy Meetings, lead us by the hand to find each other. May all our movements be guided by thy light and transfigured by thy joy. As thou didst lead the young Tobias to Sara and opened up for him a new life of happiness with her in holy marriage, lead me to such a one whom in thine angelic wisdom thou dost judge best suited to be united with me in marriage.
St. Raphael, loving Patron of those seeking a marriage partner, help me in this supreme decision of my life. Find for me as a helpmate in life that person whose character will reflect the traits of Jesus and Mary. May he be upright, loyal, pure, sincere and noble, so that with united efforts and with chaste and unselfish love, we both may strive to perfect ourselves in soul and body, as well as the children it may please God to entrust to our care.
St. Raphael, Angel of chaste courtship, bless our friendship and our love, that sin may have no part in it. May our mutual love bind us so closely that our future home may ever be most like the home of the Holy Family of Nazareth. Offer thy prayers to God for both of us and obtain the blessing of God upon our marriage, as thou wert the herald of blessing for the marriage of Tobias and Sara.
St. Raphael, Friend of the Young, be thou my friend, for I shall always be thine. I desire ever to invoke thee in my needs. To thy special care I entrust the decision I am to make as to my future husband. Direct me to the person with whom I can best cooperate in doing God’s Holy Will, with whom I can live in peace, love, and harmony in this life and attain to eternal joy in the next. Amen.

*In honor of St. Raphael recite one Our Father, Hail Mary, and Glory be.

Love is still the most wonderful feeling and the extra ordinary gift you can share, so love love love......

Love and light to all :-)

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